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一日不见如三秋兮

50/50

This Friday wil be my last day working..Woohoo!! Congrats to all DT28 & DH28..We made it!!

I've been working in the Sales & Reservation department for 3 months and because i'm laeving this Friday, we had a farewell party. 13 of us from Sales & Reservation Department went to One Borneo.

My manager, Agnes (In green) and other Tour Consultant..

So yeah..50% is happy because finish training..

BUT the other 50%..SAD..haiz..in exactly 2 weeks' time i'm going back to KL..sigh..i will be missing everyone back here..

I don wanna go back!! but i do wanna meet my frens back in kl..urgh..i also dunno what i wan..

miss these ppl..

especially...

and...

i don like this feelings..

So Romantic!!

Yes, something very romantic and sweet happened...BUT not to me..sigh..hahah..

I was reading 1 of my leader's blog and I found something so romantic and sweet..Her bf, also a church leader proposed to her on her birthday..after i read, my heart melts....... Cant believe that romantic guys actually exist in real life. Thought they only exist in movies..haha..

Read this :
http://shirleyboon.multiply.com/journal/item/37

*girls, don drop ur jaw..hahah..

Breakthrough Camp!

Woohoo!! Breakthrough camp was really good..This camp is like a 5 in 1 camp. Men, Ladies, Youth, Wildfire and Kidzone. All running at one time at the same place, at the same time.

God was awesome and so amazing..I'll never forget this camp..I had my biggest breakthrough!..Thank you Lord..

I was going through some struggles in my life which i've been hiding it for 10 months. It surfaced out just 2 weeks before camp. I knew the Lord was preparing me for this camp, for a breakthrough. Ps Matt was our speaker from Singapore. Everything that he spoke is like God directly talking to me. As I sat there every session listening to him, I had to hold my tears. It was so painful. I cried almost every session (din know i can be so emo..haha..) God was really working in me. Thank God I have Eleni to walk with me. I poured everything out on the 1st night. We sat there for almost an hour crying and praying.

2nd night was the breakthrough! Ps Matt was calling us to come back to the cross.."Let Go!" A lot of them responded. I could not take it and I left the room. When i went back, I sat right at the back. Tears started flowing..i told myself "What is wrong with you? Stop crying!" but it just went on..sigh..then Eleni came..the minute she hugged me, tears flow even crazier..like "buka paip"..gosh..haha..then she asked me to let go of this burden. I could not but I know I needed to. In the end, I did! We prayed and i felt peace going through me. Then Josh Siaw starting singing
"Through it all"

...I sing to you Lord, a hymm of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You never let me go
Through it all!

It was really meaningful and it reminded me of how wonderful this God is. He will never let me go. Tears was still flowing..

Everything ended 2 hours later. Eyes also bengkak..haha..

Anyway, here are the pics..

Nigel being emo on the 1st day..haha..

Our hilarious speaker, Ps Matthew Lo & his assistant, Jonathan.

The 2nd day of camp, we had games, as usual done by Melvyn, you will not expect good things. Haha. My group leader was Raymond, together with Joanna, Emery, Zoe, Rebecca, David Koh and a few others. The 1st game was Tribal war. The leaders threw pails of water at us if we got it wrong. So yeah, soaking wet!

The next game was even terrible. We were asked to eat whatever is in the cup then dip ur face into a very disgusting thing and find a mentos. Played this many times just not with that disgusting mixture. I got to eat banana, so it was ok. Played this before so i knew how to get the mentos out and my pic weren taken..phew!! haha..but we still got last..nvm..see the pics..

The last(i think) was asked to eat this Sago worm..

The pile of disgusting things..a mixture of yogurt,chilli,the food they collecting from breakfast and i don know wat..etc etc..i don even wanna know what's inside this thing..

I don know where this pic comes from..i don know whose hand is tat..haha..

poor joerel..

sempat lagi dia post..

Josh R..hahaha..

My group lost..and the winner group get to sabo us with flour and egg however they wan..Before I knew it, Josh R was standing in front of me waiting..AH!!!NO!!! He was waiting for his chance..Patrick took this photo when we were both arguing..haha..JR was seriously enjoying himself sabo-ing me..argh!

Look at all these mean ppl..

Look at what they did to us..Emery on the left, Joanna in the middle and me on the right..They made us wash our hair more than 5 times..

i wasn crying..just to let u know..haha..covering my eyes from d flour..

Joanna & me..

End of camp after 3 days. So short!! Wish it was longer. =(

time for pics..

Jo-Hanna, Thank you for being there..

Eleni, Thank you for walking with me..
Darian.. We din know Ps John was behind us..adui..
a nice one..by Eleni..

Josh..

Raymond (Damon) trying to make me look smaller and make him look bigger..hahaah..
Addie..

Kristal..

Patrick..

Guys, Thank you for the friendship..really appreciate it..

(Darian, Addie, Debbie & Christabel)

Our crazy leaders..

Everyone in..

Thats all..

My 2 VIPs and a hard week..

Yes, my 2 Very-Important-People in my life..JoHanna and Eleni..They've both helped me a lot a lot a lot in my life even in just a short period..Without them, I don't know where will i be now..Cant live without this 2 beautiful ladies..=) Thank you so much, Jo and El..Love ya!

JoHanna, my mentor

Eleni, my cell leader

Lots of things had been going on in my mind for this whole week. All the problems that I've hidden all surfaced out. I dont know why?!! then only i realised i have so many things hidden within me and its still there because I did not dealt with it. Friends, deal with the problems before it gets worst..

I was wondering why did all these things appeared in my mind again after months, and the Lord spoke to me..If I hide all of this and not deal with it, I'll never have a breakthrough in my life..and tat is definitely not what i wan..I WANT A BREAKTHROUGH!!!

Today i came across a very interesting passage when i was doing my quiet time..Good for those that are serving a lot..see below :

"Are you Exhausted Spiritually?"

Isaiah 40 : 28

Exhaustion means that the vital forces are worn right out. Spiritual exhaustion never comes through sin but only through service.

Has the way in which you have been serving God betrayed you into exhaustion? If so, then rally your affections. Where did you start the service from? From your own sympathy or from the basis of the Redemption of Jesus Christ? Continually go back to the foundation of your affections and recollect where the source of power is. You have no right to say - "O Lord, I am so exhausted." He saved and sanctified you in order to exhaust you. Be exhausted for God, but remember that your supply comes from Him.

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this was stucked in my head for the whole day..i asked myself.."Am I ready to be exhausted for God?" I could not answer myself. I really need to get to the point where i can say "YES!"

I'm excited about tomorrow's church camp..I know the Lord will do something great in each and everyone of us..=)

thats all for now~~~bu bye~~~

Tiring weekend

Last weekend was really tiring..

Parents are away in Macau and Hong Kong for their 2nd Honeymoon...after 20 yrs..leaving me and my siblings behind..=( Yea, i know its sweet..Will make sure my future husband brings me for honeymoon too! Haha..

Anyway..I've been out every single day..searching for presents with Debbie and Darian for Adren. Shopped for 2 days. We got Adren 2 different gifts. 1 was to prank him, 1 was the real gift. Nigel, Kim, Val and i packed the prank gift. We got this super big empty box and fill it with 30 packs of jelly and newspaper. Right at the bottom, we placed a jar of MAYO (which Adren hates!) That was the whole point la..His expression was super funny when he saw the mayo, as if he want to kill us. Haha! The we gave him the 2nd box which contains the real gift. We bought him a Nike shirt. Hope you like it, Adren! Happy Birthday! =)

Had dinner with JoHanna, my mentor just now..mentoring session..she bought me dinner..haha..thnx! =) Then went to watch Indiana Jones with the gang again..been hanging out with them dunno how many times a week..but i have fun..always enjoyed myself being with them..I DON WANNA GO BACK KL!!!!!!!!!!!!Argh!!! Will really enjoy my 1 month plus here before I go back..sigh..

Going for interview this Wednesday with Pastor Philip for the worship team. Going to play keyboard for the main service soon..Nervousness!!

Thats all for now..working tomorrow..sigh..