C'est toi que j'aime: June 2008

Woohoo!! Breakthrough camp was really good..This camp is like a 5 in 1 camp. Men, Ladies, Youth, Wildfire and Kidzone. All running at one time at the same place, at the same time.

God was awesome and so amazing..I'll never forget this camp..I had my biggest breakthrough!..Thank you Lord..

I was going through some struggles in my life which i've been hiding it for 10 months. It surfaced out just 2 weeks before camp. I knew the Lord was preparing me for this camp, for a breakthrough. Ps Matt was our speaker from Singapore. Everything that he spoke is like God directly talking to me. As I sat there every session listening to him, I had to hold my tears. It was so painful. I cried almost every session (din know i can be so emo..haha..) God was really working in me. Thank God I have Eleni to walk with me. I poured everything out on the 1st night. We sat there for almost an hour crying and praying.

2nd night was the breakthrough! Ps Matt was calling us to come back to the cross.."Let Go!" A lot of them responded. I could not take it and I left the room. When i went back, I sat right at the back. Tears started flowing..i told myself "What is wrong with you? Stop crying!" but it just went on..sigh..then Eleni came..the minute she hugged me, tears flow even crazier..like "buka paip"..gosh..haha..then she asked me to let go of this burden. I could not but I know I needed to. In the end, I did! We prayed and i felt peace going through me. Then Josh Siaw starting singing
"Through it all"

...I sing to you Lord, a hymm of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You never let me go
Through it all!

It was really meaningful and it reminded me of how wonderful this God is. He will never let me go. Tears was still flowing..

Everything ended 2 hours later. Eyes also bengkak..haha..

Anyway, here are the pics..

Nigel being emo on the 1st day..haha..

Our hilarious speaker, Ps Matthew Lo & his assistant, Jonathan.

The 2nd day of camp, we had games, as usual done by Melvyn, you will not expect good things. Haha. My group leader was Raymond, together with Joanna, Emery, Zoe, Rebecca, David Koh and a few others. The 1st game was Tribal war. The leaders threw pails of water at us if we got it wrong. So yeah, soaking wet!

The next game was even terrible. We were asked to eat whatever is in the cup then dip ur face into a very disgusting thing and find a mentos. Played this many times just not with that disgusting mixture. I got to eat banana, so it was ok. Played this before so i knew how to get the mentos out and my pic weren taken..phew!! haha..but we still got last..nvm..see the pics..

The last(i think) was asked to eat this Sago worm..

The pile of disgusting things..a mixture of yogurt,chilli,the food they collecting from breakfast and i don know wat..etc etc..i don even wanna know what's inside this thing..

I don know where this pic comes from..i don know whose hand is tat..haha..

poor joerel..

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Josh R..hahaha..

My group lost..and the winner group get to sabo us with flour and egg however they wan..Before I knew it, Josh R was standing in front of me waiting..AH!!!NO!!! He was waiting for his chance..Patrick took this photo when we were both arguing..haha..JR was seriously enjoying himself sabo-ing me..argh!